It has been nearly a year since I have posted on here, but I was just thinking about some things happening in my life and needed to write and xanga seemed like the perfect place. Well I will be leaving edmond in 26 days....yeah I know crazy I'm sad, glad, scared, nervous, anxious, well pretty much any word compared to those. I recently got out of a relationship well recent as in like 4 months. We were like best friends in the beginning started dating never should have because our friendship is all screwed up..but anyway back to the point of this login...

I started a new job in February shortly after met a guy. We were friends hung out not when I had a boyfriend...but just sometimes on the weekends nothing big cool guy, a little older then me, well lets say 10 years older....Never ever did I think I could see him in that way at all....well of course the more we have hung out lately well maybe that I would never date him attitude one we have all said....well I think I like him....so now that I'm moving it will all work out perfectly I wont have to see, talk to him unless I choose and get on with my life. I think it might just be a crush but scaring me enough to get away cause I do not need that in my life right when I finally feel I'm getting things sorted out.

Well I'm moving back toward the hometown,,,closer to the lake area....not going to feel in all the details yet but I promise I fill you in when its all figured out lets just hope I made the best decision of my life.....

Well I've been doing really well actually become more immune to the little kids and I can't believe I'm saying this but I might be attached to a few of them, but don't think I'm leaving the news business I'll be back I can promise u that....anyway on the other hand I'm having some personal issues that I would appreicate thoughts and prayers and in encouragement that I can make the best decision and the right one.  I really don't real confortable about sharing the entire story its nothing bad, or anything theirs just somes personal life descisons I'm dealing with and it really sucked. I know I'm boring u but I really needed to just share it with someone anyway I hope I make the rights decisions life really sucks sometimes u know!!! but other then that I'm great!!!!! Thanks for listening if u made it this far!!!!!!!!!!!!!PEACE

This was my horoscope today...hmmm and it just seemed to fit!!!!!!!! Just thought I would share that with you. 

No one's journey through life is a linear path, so don't be discouraged if you feel like you're repeating one or more sections of your travels. It just means that there's another lesson to learn on your way to success.